THE PLEDGE

 Translated by the author (Himana Syed) himself from his Tamil
 original "
PIDIMAANAM" and published in the Meantime magazine


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Kader  Rowther opened the door of their house. His wife Fathima stared at him.

She was able to read the result from his sorrowful face. "let me not disturb him with unnecessary poking questions" she said to herself and turned her face, the other way.

Kader Rowther didn't miss to see a few drops of tears rolling  down on her cheeks.

"Don't worry Fathima; Allah would show a way out" he said.

They were silent  for a while.

He sighed.....; lied on the bench out there in the inner hall.

Fathima tore the silence. "How is the pain now?"

"I took two painkiller pills in the morning-but still pain persists"
"Shall I give some hot fomentation?"

"Why useless botheration, Fathima? It is not going to help in anyway-Didn't the doctor tell this, the other day?"

She knew very well that it  will not give him any worthwhile relief  but she couldn't resist telling those affectionate words-Didn't those soothing words give him a little relief at least?

" I am a fool- I should have done this as and  when I was strong physically and economically. I spent all my time and money for the sake of my children. Today children have shown their true faces" he murmured to himself.

He thought of Akbar, the neighbour, who used to feel sorry for not having any children in life. Kader rowther smiled to himself sarcastically.
"Mad  fellow-foolish thinking! I am  also having children - all grown up and earning! Not one; but four-four sons!    I did everything for them. What has happened to me now? They have grown up - well-off - looking after themselves- What have they done to me?"

"Why don't you go to the government hospital and do the operation free of cost? Why do you want to spend thousands of rupees in a private hospital?' The words of his daughter-in-law,  the wife of his second son tore him to pieces - he still feels  the agony of those irresponsible words. As she spoke those words, his son was simply silent......!.
 

"You give me whatever you can, my son; I shall get a share from all your brothers" Kader rowther virtually beseeched.

His son didn't look at his face. Instead, he was looking at his wife's face very attentively.

 "That is what  I am telling you Mama-we are giving  rupees one hundred and fifty exactly on  the first day of every month-you must leave us with that, Mama!- you must not disturb us frequently like this" she told in stern voice. Rowther felt hurt by those pricking words.

"I am not asking you...- I am asking my son!" he retorted in a flash of anger; there was enough heat in those words.

The face of his son's wife became furious.

His son  was visibly upset at the turn of event.

He felt that his father has insulted his wife. He acted immediately
"Why are you angry unnecessarily Aththa? You cannot blame her in anyway! What is the difference after all? She is talking on my behalf only. She is explaining our actual family economy, that is all. You should not insult her like this. That too in front of me! This is highly ridiculous, aththa!" his words were carefully organised so as to pacify his wife.

Rowther lost patience and started off.

He did not know- would never try to know  the gates of the government hospital- he had never taken his children there for treatment- he preferred a private clinic always for any ailment even if it is meant at times, the whole of the day's income.

Standing in the long queue; getting an OP chit; consulting a government doctor, who listens to the complaints of the patients with closed ears and frozen face-scribble some medicines on the  OP chit which usually is  not available in the hospital pharmacy; a few ounzes of  the century old mixtures which will never work!-he never liked that formality!    He used to hate going to a government hospital.
 
 His son knows all this- his dislike for he govt. hospital and all that. In spite of all this he keeps mum-he doesn't utter a single word against his wife who is asking me to go to a govt. hospital. Instead, he scolds me -he says she is right in her suggestion!

Rowther who was lying on the bench turned his body to the other side - now a days he is unable to lie on one posture for a long time.

He brought to his mind the words of the doctor again.
 "Bhai! I must do the surgery on both sides-a long standing case you see! there are a lot of adhesions- it is inevitable! you must stay in the hospital at least  for ten to fifteen days- you may need some blood transfusion too.  I think you may have to bring four to five thousand rupees at least - I can give you some concession in my fees; but the hospital is not mine-they do not show any consideration for anybody".

Rowther maintained silence.

"What are you thinking about? you are having four sons-all the four earning nicely-why don't you take a thousand from each boy and come for the surgery immediately?"

  Rowther smiled dejectedly.

"Okay doctor! I will see you next week" he told the doctor and came away.

"Don't delay anymore bhai! Don't take any risk-already it is too late-if you happen to face another obstruction-well, it is pretty dangerous." warned the doctor.

The very mention of the word "obstruction" threatened Rowther.

Once, he had an obstruction of his inguinal hernia- that is, the intestinal loops that had come down to the scrotal sac had not gone up as usual but remained in the sac itself. The pain was unbearable and killing. The doctor said  it was not a complete obstruction but only a partial one. That partial obstruction itself was horrifying. It was near death for him until the doctor put it inside by careful
manipulation of the scrotal sac.

At that time only the doctor warned of the danger of a full-fledged obstruction - he said it may be fatal if not intervened surgically in time.

It is now nearly a month - He  is unable to keep up his words to the doctor - he is unable to report to the doctor for surgery in time.

There is no worthwhile progress in   raising the money for the surgery.

His second son was reasonably richer compared the other three. That fellow has now declared   that he would not help him in this matter.

The youngest two are wage-earners. In spite of their meagre income, they were very prompt in paying their share of rupees one hundred and fifty each for their parents every month.. They may not be of any help to him in this matter.

Therefore, Rowther's hope was solely pinned on the eldest one-there was no other go. He  was not having a very solid income but his wife was from a comparatively rich family and therefore she possessed a good amount of  jewellery with her. They can help him now, if they want.
His house was on the west street of the village.

Rowther went to his house in the evening ; he purposely timed his visit so as to coincide with his son's return home after the day's work.

Thank God, he was in the house.

He was very kind to him - served him tea and biscuits; Spoke a few words about their welfare; enquired about their mother, etc. Rowther was encouraged by the initial hospitality of his son and  daughter -in-law.

After a while, Rowther opened the matter.

He listened to him patiently and  attentively and looked into the room on his right. He might have received some signal from the room; he stood up and went inside. There was some discussion in hushed voice inside the room. His face was bright when he returned.

"Okay Aththa! I will give you money tomorrow - come after 4PM - I have to get money from the bank through a jewel loan. My wife has consented to give her jewels for the purpose - she is always very generous , you see! She is not like the wives of my brothers , you see! I will give you the whole amount needed for the operation - you can do the surgery in the private hospital as you
desire".

Rowther was dumb-bound at the statement. "This fellow is grateful at last - some goodwill for the father - the affection for which he was thirsty. He thanked God Almighty.
"Okay my dear son; I am very very happy - Insha Allah I shall come tomorrow" he stood up and walked over to the exit door.

"Aththa....! called his son "A small matter.....!"

Rowther turned back and looked at his son.

"Come on my son, speak out;  what is that?"

He was hesitant; seemed reticent.

"Don't bother about anything ; don't hesitate; tell me what you want to say"- he encouraged.

"Nothing-nothing, Mama! It is a small thing but he is hesitating - not bold enough! See, Mama, you are pretty old already. The operation proposed is some what a major one. Therefore your son opines that it would be better if we were given' some sort of a hold'- that is. a 'pledge'! over the money which we are going to give for the surgery . That is...that is...some kind of an agreement in writing". - his daughter in law came to his hesitant son's rescue.

Rowther was visibly upset! His eyebrows raised.

"Agreement? what do you say? what type of an agreement you want?" he asked.

"Mama, see, we are to give you five thousand rupees which I do hope , you will accept no mean money. But we don't mind giving it to you after all!. But you must not forget that your other sons too have a moral obligation and duty to help you at the time of your need. They are not coming forward to help you now. It is quite obvious that these people are not going to disown their right of share in your properties later ; That is.. in the house and the vacant plot at the backyard of the house. Legally and justifiably we have more right over your properties than all of them. It is quite an obvious thing - That is why your son wishes, that the vacant plot be written on his name before the surgery."

She gave adequate pressure to the words "your son opines" and "your son wishes".

Rowther felt giddy. The joy was gone. It burst like an over inflated balloon.

'You silly fellow, you are asking for a hold- pledge from your own father-for helping him for emergency surgery! You have drooped so low? "Rowther simply couldn't stand those words. He was trembling - tears rolled over the cheeks.

He stood there for a while and said  "you go to hell you ungrateful fellow! I do not need your money" he wiped out his tears and turned back.

"Aththa! Aththa! Listen to me!" the son cried out.

"You are asking for a hold - an agreement in writing for the money you are giving to save your father's life! I would better die without doing the surgery, you fellow - Otherwise, I will sell out the vacant piece of land to a stranger and meet my medical requirements" he shouted back and started walking back home.
 


(THANKS:"MEANTIME" MAGAZINE, KERALA,INDIA)
 

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